Decisions
Isn't that the glory of being humans? Even religions prize the ability of free choice, it's what makes the choice of religion more valuable than forced doctrine.
Some days I just want to smack my forehead at the bad decisions I make. Sometimes I want to smack my friends for THEIR bad decisions. I wish I had a strong crew watching out for me like a buddy of mine does...yet with all the wisdom and insight and care of these people around him, he continues to make the worst decisions you can in a situation.
Who knows... maybe others feel the same way regarding me.. or you.. or whatever. It's all perception anyway.
I know I have made some bad calls. God knows we all have, but a few choices seem to stand out and linger in the back of the old bed pan. *** BEST typo EVER!!! I MEANT to say Brain pan... although in my world.. it's pretty hard to argue the difference.. heheheh.. I'm so damn funny!***
Wouldn't it be nice if we had a do-over now and then. Or maybe if we could jump in the 'way-back machine'?
Anyone have a defining moment they feel would alter the path of their lives? One thing they could set right and change how it all turns out? (Quantum Leap style?)
I think for the most part people make small decisions that snowball and add up to a loarger picture and then you cant separate the 'right' path from the 'wrong' .. but nonetheless it IS a path, for good or ill.
As a friend watching another friend stumble and fall... I know There is not much I can do to stop it from happening besides being nearby to help. I guess that's all that one can do.
Not feeling well today...well... all weekend actually, but today it finally caught up to me so I made a decision myself, to stay home and recuperate.... feel better for the rest of the week.
Also made a decision to go see Tool at the end of the month in Sask. Fuck it.. we only live once, and the show should be pretty amazing. A friend is hooking me up for dirty cheap and that is good news!
Oh..and somehow a strange thing (Actually a few) occurred today. I looked out the window to a field of white snow when an hour before.. nothing. Mother Nature is a fast lil vixen!
Went to the living room.. theres a strange pine tree with lights on it where there was nothing of the sort mere hours earlier!
Apparently my cousin is as fast as mother nature. Go Figure.
I hate Christmas. BAH.... Humbug!
Sad but true... I'm more of a Halloween kinda guy.. always did have a better time when I was a kid than at Christmas.... and I just don't like how miserable people get at a time when we are supposed to be happiest or trying to be.
Anyone ever feel like theres a swirling mass of ideas and thouhgts roaring through the brain but you just cannot for the life of you pluck a single one from the maelstrom and put it to proper words? Maybe it's just me.
My next decision in life... Take an incredibly hot shower and take this sad body of mine (Which feels like its stuffed full of broken glass at the moment) and crawl into my bed.
...and I'm Spent!
Some days I just want to smack my forehead at the bad decisions I make. Sometimes I want to smack my friends for THEIR bad decisions. I wish I had a strong crew watching out for me like a buddy of mine does...yet with all the wisdom and insight and care of these people around him, he continues to make the worst decisions you can in a situation.
Who knows... maybe others feel the same way regarding me.. or you.. or whatever. It's all perception anyway.
I know I have made some bad calls. God knows we all have, but a few choices seem to stand out and linger in the back of the old bed pan. *** BEST typo EVER!!! I MEANT to say Brain pan... although in my world.. it's pretty hard to argue the difference.. heheheh.. I'm so damn funny!***
Wouldn't it be nice if we had a do-over now and then. Or maybe if we could jump in the 'way-back machine'?
Anyone have a defining moment they feel would alter the path of their lives? One thing they could set right and change how it all turns out? (Quantum Leap style?)
I think for the most part people make small decisions that snowball and add up to a loarger picture and then you cant separate the 'right' path from the 'wrong' .. but nonetheless it IS a path, for good or ill.
As a friend watching another friend stumble and fall... I know There is not much I can do to stop it from happening besides being nearby to help. I guess that's all that one can do.
Not feeling well today...well... all weekend actually, but today it finally caught up to me so I made a decision myself, to stay home and recuperate.... feel better for the rest of the week.
Also made a decision to go see Tool at the end of the month in Sask. Fuck it.. we only live once, and the show should be pretty amazing. A friend is hooking me up for dirty cheap and that is good news!
Oh..and somehow a strange thing (Actually a few) occurred today. I looked out the window to a field of white snow when an hour before.. nothing. Mother Nature is a fast lil vixen!
Went to the living room.. theres a strange pine tree with lights on it where there was nothing of the sort mere hours earlier!
Apparently my cousin is as fast as mother nature. Go Figure.
I hate Christmas. BAH.... Humbug!
Sad but true... I'm more of a Halloween kinda guy.. always did have a better time when I was a kid than at Christmas.... and I just don't like how miserable people get at a time when we are supposed to be happiest or trying to be.
Anyone ever feel like theres a swirling mass of ideas and thouhgts roaring through the brain but you just cannot for the life of you pluck a single one from the maelstrom and put it to proper words? Maybe it's just me.
My next decision in life... Take an incredibly hot shower and take this sad body of mine (Which feels like its stuffed full of broken glass at the moment) and crawl into my bed.
...and I'm Spent!
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