Travelling
It's been quite some time since I last scrawled anything of meaning in here and im feeling that catholic guilt start to weigh on me. Never mind the fact that I'm getting rusty as hell by procrastinating. As I sit here in my work van, barrelling down the highway to get home, (Im not driving by the way) watching the countryside blur past me in the spring sunshine, im trying to allow my mind to wander a bit. To think about some of the what ifs of life and the maybes that are always lurking around the next bend. I've failed at a few things that I really put my heart and soul into and that sucks. I've also succeeded in a few areas that im inordinately proud of myself over. The big picture is still a wee bit blurry and out of focus but as I work on things slowly, I'm starting to feel the edges of this great big thing called my life, like a man feeling his way through a dark room. I really miss writing and im doubling my efforts to build a habit of writing in my d...