A Bachelors Blog

...for Baba. Goodnight dear one, with heart of courage It's time to sleep, rest well earned The days were hard, the road less travelled But you walked it all, from first to last You showed us grace, and generosity in bounds there is none like you, this world is less You have earned this, and it was your time and as usual you made it work out how you wanted In our hearts, we know you are happy in that better place of peace and serenity I hope you are comfortable and warm I hope they treat you right up there I hope to greet you some day later with your wet sloppy kisses and blessed cooking a heart of gold truly beautiful A spirit that saw more than most, staying pure So sleep now, rest those weary feet know that we are okay down here we miss you sorely, its a dull ache we will think of the good times and the happiness we will honor you and cherish the memory A truly good and decent person... someone with enough room in her heart even for strays... and this stray just wants to say, Sl...

So I wrote my last post in an attempt to peel something from my conscience that had been nagging and chewing at me for awhile, and I thought confronting the person would be the key to some small measure of peace for me. Well. Sort of, sort of not. The steps I took I do not regret though, under the circumstances. Sometimes you have to make a decision based on what information is arrayed before you, and move on that, even if it is incomplete. I received news the very next day (Aug 1) regarding something that made this issue I was struggling with (And yes I am grossly negligent with details, protecting the situation and all persons involved. This may really only end up making sense to me but sometimes thats as it must be) Synapses - I am stressing over an issue with a person for awhile and confront them. As it turns out, things sort of go well. I get in trouble (What else is new with me?) from a boss because of it due to miscommunication.. so I need to make a second and proper a...