A Bachelors Blog

Ola! So it's now well into the new year, and alot of folks who started their new years resolutions have dropped off already and thats ok. I made no such resolutions, knowing full well the waste of breath that would be, and just decided (After my bad cold finally went away) to throw myself recklessly into my life. I'm working out my body these days. Alot. Feels good, in a painful sort of way, but at least I am getting results, bleeding my tremendous amount of stress, and dammit, feeling good about things. About life, and people, and relationships, and being single and independant. Still working at my job, but that has become secondary in my life, where once it truly was my mistress. Life still kinda sucks in my world overall.... but you know.. I cant put my finger on it... I am really loving this year so far. No special reason for it. Maybe because Im involved in something I want to be doing with the work outs and its a big benefit on alot of levels, or maybe its because...

Yes well, it as been awhile since I have written here. Poor form for a so called junkie, but hey... Times are busy and hectic and all of the usual excuses. Now that we are out of the Christmas season, I think I can breath a little easier and focus on the next big thing... whatever THAT happens to be. There are ideas a'brewin in this devious mind of mine, but nothing in the absolutely near future. For now I will focus on healing and working out the body and all those other new years resolutions that everyone makes... although I made mine long before January 1st. muahahah.. Ahead of the game I am (for a change) ....I have finally left some things behind. I can look forward now. I'm not done with the past, not completely, but it is a decent feeling to be able to close a chapter or two. Some wounds that were fresher than others have healed... and hell, it IS a new year... try to start this one off properly and with a better focus. Oddly... I can't wait till spring/su...